tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59662462012-01-19T01:48:54.836+08:00Nothin much..juz a blog for me to...bla bla bla blasitinoreply@blogger.comBlogger4421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-37989595420523842902011-07-19T23:48:00.002+08:002011-07-20T00:03:18.494+08:00

God is fairHe lets you feel painFor pain prepares you to become strongerHeart gets broken easilyBecause we have expectationsLove someone todayBut do not love them with on the condition that they'll love you backDon't be afraidGet hurt, get your heart brokenPut your heart on the lineit'll make you strongerIt will.

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goodbyes are never easysometimes you think you got over itsometimes it haunts you back againlayer by layerpage upon lying pagesjust like a bookjust like ghosts that never shakeyou waved goodbye twicei never really rememberedas i stood there standing with my head kept lowyou said you wanted me to be happyif only you knew what happiness meansIf you really wanted me to be happy,you wouldn't leave

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-78560950246051117382011-05-20T03:58:00.002+08:002011-05-20T04:03:27.660+08:00

Sometimes you take a wrong turn in life but little did you know that the turn you make is planned by God and that that is the best for you.Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real.

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i want to sleep so badly.maybe it's true, when you want something so badly, it won't come to you. no matter how hard you try. no matter how much you tell yourself to try harder. life's a a complicated web of maze.when will i ever see that light at the end of the tunnel?and like i said, i want to sleep i want to sleep i want to sleep, God let me fall asleep and please keep him safe.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-72502730430120383132010-09-26T15:53:00.001+08:002010-09-26T15:55:46.337+08:00

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my ownEverybody has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-24473507761138782002010-09-16T00:56:00.000+08:002010-09-16T00:57:14.718+08:00

If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together. There is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you.Winnie the Pooh is so witty.

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If i were to jod down how I've been feeling on a pieces of papers, i'll run out of papers.we need just a little care, love, concern. just a little, to keep us going.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-37222278510204958822010-09-06T23:21:00.001+08:002010-09-06T23:24:39.814+08:00

I need to start prioritising. I'm pretty much messed up.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-72401626675244496232010-09-06T23:20:00.000+08:002010-09-06T23:21:18.150+08:00

Someday you'll see.

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there's still hope, if you continue believing.

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Have you ever.. Have you ever felt like you have so many things to say to someone, it's at your finger tip but when you finally meet that person, nothing seems to come out from your mouth, it's like as if you have forgotten how to speak. You suddenly forgot how to phrase your sentence and your mind just goes blank? Have you ever felt so lonely despite being around so many people you actually know

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-83973431258818657022010-07-16T02:07:00.002+08:002010-07-16T02:36:26.329+08:00

when you compare;when you try to be positive. if you feel like killing yourself because you don't think you can ever deal with a situation, talk to someone who is doing all he could to fight for his life if you are whining about how your bf has forgotten to text you when he reaches home, talk to someone who awaits an sms from a special someone every single day, eventho she knows it may never

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-82381475622346199032010-07-13T02:36:00.003+08:002010-07-13T02:40:04.415+08:00

I'll continue hoping and praying.For things to be normal again.Because nobody knows what's it like to be in your position.I'll wait patiently.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-77515662746814770472010-07-07T01:08:00.001+08:002010-07-07T01:08:57.828+08:00

I never thought reading and replying emails would be as dreadful and torturous as this. :(

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i need a damn planner/organiser.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-19081108205459803252010-06-29T01:15:00.000+08:002010-06-29T01:18:52.899+08:00

“The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.”“I think one of the most universal human experiences is feeling alone. You’d never know it, but there’s most likely tons of people feeling the exact same way. Maybe because you’re feeling abandoned. Maybe because you realize that you aren’t as self-sufficient as you thought. Maybe because you know you should’ve handled something

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deep breaths, positive thoughts.

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a lost blind cat made me cry today.

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I hate it when I have to prove others that I'm right. I hate it when I have to prove my worth. It's times like this that I wish I have you to hear me out.

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I hate it when I have to prove others that I'm right. I hate it when I have to prove my worth. It's times like this that I wish I have you to hear me out.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-57131254701659318432010-04-27T23:34:00.002+08:002010-04-27T23:50:47.549+08:00

Dear you,"How are you?"" Up to you.""Don't worry.""Goodluck.""I miss you"I've learnt that no matter what God puts you into, you're still you. I'm slowly seeing how everything is a blessing. I'm slowly learning how to cope. Most importantly, I've found the reason i've been searching for. It's been an eye-opening experience. Thank you for making me believe.Love, Me.

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2 papers down, 3 more to go. It feels like a never ending road. As of today, I'm done with officially the most annoying module for this sem. In fact, it's the most annoying module thus far. Again, it annoys me that the amount of effort I put in is never reflected in grades. It's so tempting to just give up right now but there's more than enough reason to strive on. So many things to handle at

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right now i just feel like going into a huge empty room to scream and curl myself up so i don't have to face this stupid essay on my laptop. i officially have a RATIONAL fear for essays. too rational that i don't feel guilty blogging at this hour when my essay which is due tmr is far from completed.my heart is empty.my brain is empty.and i totally feel like a zombie.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-7897885617054802612010-03-27T02:02:00.003+08:002010-03-27T02:26:35.360+08:00

you see, the problem lies in the the fact that you're too ambitious. and you're too hard on yourself. and because of that, when you fall, it hits you the hardest. and you're selfish. you don't like to share. but you can't blame it on yourself coz other's don't really want to accept what you share. then again, bottom line isdear asmah, stop being a fool.you missed eric's party today because of

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-63082003332659343962010-01-27T23:05:00.003+08:002010-01-27T23:16:12.088+08:00

A phone call from my grandma in Melaka two days ago.She said, ''hello darling. ape khabar?''Well, that made my day of coz, and she's back in Singapore today which makes me really happy. :)busy busy weeks ahead. it's crazy. very crazy.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-71731618495352641422010-01-01T01:40:00.004+08:002010-01-01T02:45:16.810+08:00

I was reading MLIG and this girl posted about how people stereotype bandmembers as freaks. Soon after, she searched for definitions of bandmembers on UrbanDictionary and the things they post there made her feel so much better. Later, I stumbled upon a picture in Nina's blog and I found myself smiling. You know that retarded smile, where you curl up your lower lips? That in between smile where you

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-25615774484904516162009-12-26T14:46:00.001+08:002009-12-26T14:47:50.735+08:00

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”-Paulo Coelho

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Cause good things aren't always what they seem. Too much of anything, even love, is not always a good thing.Then again, how do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon? Too much information? Too much fun? Too much love? Too much to ask? And when is it all just too much to bear?I'm tired.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-78802049096055706902009-12-13T21:12:00.002+08:002009-12-13T21:44:42.566+08:00

in the afternoon i went to watch 'couples retreat' with muhaimin and i felt so insulted and sad when the young little girl at the counter asked him whether the girl beside him (i.e ME) is above 16 or not because if she's not then there will be no refunds once tickets are purchased. asssshole. i bet that young little girl at the counter herself is not even 16 yet. garghh. i don't why i was

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-41085482327933594052009-11-04T23:53:00.002+08:002009-11-04T23:57:21.180+08:00

i have a presentation tmr morningi am 0.001% through it.i am extremely exhausted.i can't even construct a simple sentence properly.i don't know how i'm going to get the other 99.999% done by today.i don't think its even possible to do it by subuh.i cannot stop yawning.and this is just a presentation ie draft for the essay which i have yet started on.and there's 2 more essays due on mon.oh and yah

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nowadays, it's difficult to find someone, just someone, who loves you for who you are, just who you truly are. we live in a superficial world where we are often judged by the amount of make-up we put on, the shape of our eyebrows, the smoothness of our complexions, the length of our heels, the length of our skirts, the colour of our eyes, the hairdresser we frequent, the songs we listen to, the

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-3219269184016508262009-08-23T22:05:00.002+08:002009-08-23T22:10:59.236+08:00

Dear Allah, please keep my grandma safe and healthy.Dear Allah, give me strength to reap the full benefits of this blessed month.Dear Allah, let me survive this sem.Dear Allah, keep me awake now ( i have tons of last minute readings to do *yawn*)Dear Allah, allow someone to smack me on the butt for each time I procrastinate (which is almost all the time)Amin.

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if you haven't been told, school has resumed. what a bummer. i know i shouldn't be complaining much coz i actually did have a really great vacation (korea trip was so great!) but school can get really boring, taxing and stressful at times that its almost unbearable. I got all the 4 modules I wanted this sem. Got outbided for the Science Gem so I had to settle for a ''spare'' module. Very thankful

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-32828352417393666962009-06-25T23:46:00.001+08:002009-06-25T23:50:47.924+08:00

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY PEIYUN, LOVE YOU :)

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Its 3.50 am and I can't sleep :( i feel so demoralised and depressed each time i step out of the sectionals room. i'm so so horrible and i'm still not doing anything to improve my playing which makes me really think that i suck to the shittiest core. ok i don't feel like blogging right now so ya, useless info that was, til next entry. bye!ok waiti just went to fidah's blog and i saw that she had

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-4665759449406268902009-05-29T01:20:00.003+08:002009-05-29T01:35:15.386+08:00

Remember the sluggish lifestyle I was talking about in my previous post? Well, I'm trying to prove my point here and live up to that lifestyle. Hahaha this has never happened before I'm actually typing my second entry of the day.I went to my brother's meet-the-parent session in the evening and it was...depressing. Just talking to his teacher and listening to his comments made me realise just how

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-63963092539001743972009-05-27T16:17:00.024+08:002009-05-29T00:47:30.505+08:00

Hello to all you wonderful readers. Especially to loyal readers who routinely check on the blog to find updates but are let down time after time. If you are guessing that Asmah’s so busy with her life after exams then you’re so wrong bcoz Asmah’s not busy she simply just turn herself into an indolent bum who only does 3 things at home since the holidays-eat, sleep and watch tv. Woohoo. It’s a

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-55882820334209628952009-05-13T12:28:00.010+08:002009-05-13T13:49:50.251+08:00

I love the holidays because I can wake up whatever time I feel I should wake up and not feel guilty about not catching up on readings or completing assignments because there is none to begin with :D Heh. My last paper was on the 8th and like every other last-paper-day, right after I got out of exam venue, I grinned so widely (NOT bcoz i thought the paper was easy btw) at Zarifah and said ''YEY

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I am so sick and tired (mentally and physically) of studying and cramming facts, my head practically hurts. and i can't seem to focus. Its weird how my motivation can dissapear in an instant. one moment i get so excited about political theories, democratic institutions and social movements and then suddenly i just feel like i shouldn't give a damn because there's just too much to cramp? i think

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been really busy. i know i haven't been updating for the longest time i think no one reads this space anymore. haha but it's ok. life has been up one moment down the next and up again a few moment later and down again the next. its very erratic and weird but i shall not go into details because that's part and parcel of life. everything's good now only that i am so deprived of sleep and the

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-1422539696913034602009-03-21T14:28:00.004+08:002009-03-21T15:36:05.181+08:00

my heart sank when i looked at my psych mid-term grade. very discouraging and dissapointing. seriously i shoudn't have bothered studying it would have been the same.sighi hate myself for always setting very high expectations, for myself and for others.sighi hate whatever i'm feeling right nowsigh3 essays due in 2 weeks time. i hope i can do this.sighand hi busy friends, where have you all been?

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I'm still awake right now despite the fact that tutorials starts at 10 am tmr . I've been sleeping no earlier than 2am for the past few weeks. But I have this sudden urge to talk random nonsense here because this place is so abandoned!So today I skipped my 8am tutorial for the very first time but i feel consoled knowing that many others did the same thing too simply coz its bloody 8am.Speaking

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It's 4AM. I'm still wide awake. I've been sneezing since midnight and I've used a total of 14 packets of tissue paper within 4 hours. Probably equivalent to 5 boxes? It's so bad I have a clown nose now. And since I do not want to remain unproductive, I decided to stop staring at the ceiling and work on my ppt slides. (thanks Fatin for the disc!) Now that I have installed the microsoft office

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I can't tell you just how much I appreciate and look forward to the weekends ever since the new sem starts! And that explains the short hiatus. Soon the entries on this blog will be a monthly affair. Or maybe every alternative month. So what have I been busy with1)selecting my modules - decided not to declare a major simply because i think it's still early to do so.2)bid the selected modules -

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-4461121700916154612008-12-30T11:49:00.015+08:002008-12-30T13:40:44.572+08:00

What I've been up to since... the start of holidays :)4PM SSP Volunteers chalet. It was a 2 day event which consist of mostly card game+guitar-hero+movie marathons haha. Great food ( i marinated the chicken!). Great company. Highlight of the 2 days was when Azie drove the lorry and almost killed all of us. It's traumatising! Now I'm totally lorry-phobic. Yup. That's Azie on the right..driving.

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Got back from my quick little getaway trip to Melacca (negeri bersejarah!) in the afternoon. The initial plan was to join my grandma at the kampung to celebrate Aidiladha there since she's been there since 1st Dec. But we only managed to reach Melacca on Thurs. We decided to be more 'adventurous' so we travelled ONLY by bus and foot and I must say it was an experience I will never ever forget! I

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I'm supposed to be studying for social work paper now but I swear I've never been so sick and tired of studying. I look like a zombie with big ugly dark circles around my snoopy-like eyes right now. Studying for A level was more stimulating and enjoyable I must say. Partly because of the fact that I know I have my classmates to rely on. NUS is full of super muggers, or I should say intelligent

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-31526073411796093332008-11-09T15:55:00.010+08:002008-11-09T16:45:05.683+08:00

The day we went to pop the eyes (aka popeyes) & flirt with Ronald McDonald. When articulate can only be pronounced as 'atikulit' and when laughters filled our hearts. Jellybeans, 144, fengshuis and the kental man who wore alphabets on his shirt. If only izzah, fatin and fizo were there too :) Thank you for the meet up girls! It's scary how I've finished planning my activities for december yet I

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-63893682293414059212008-11-08T23:09:00.002+08:002008-11-08T23:21:42.564+08:00

I'm having the most excruciating menstrual cramp in the history of all menstrual cramps ever existed in this entire universe. 1000 words to go before I send my part of the project to group members to vet and I need to get it done by tonight. :( and then i can kick start my mugging routine. how fun... -.-'my heartfelt condolences to namira for the loss. i understand your pain. *hugs*

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Free dine in at Tepak Sireh restaurant courtesy of Ms department. Niceee. Zarifah zainalTrip to Asian Civilisation Mesuem with Huda for History report. We spent a good 6hrs there. 6 freaking hours. Our hp batteries went flat the minute we got out. Who says looking at exhibitions is an easy task? To redeem the hari raya routine which I totally omitted last year (due to last min mugging for A's),

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Just a quick update. I just had the most merapek meaningless moronic conversation with Fidah. Incredible how we can still tahan each other's nonsense for almost 12 years now. You better make sure you purchase your neon pink sari ASAP fidah. Lots of readings and research on term paper to be done because this two days haven't been academically productive at all what with the house visiting and

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My mom woke me up this morning. I looked up at the clock squint squint and thought it was only 9pm so I gave myself another 30 minutes worth of nap. The next moment I woke up it was already 11am. Haha so apparently my mom woke me up at 10pm, not 9am. My eyes were playing tricks on me! As you would have guessed, I'm going to miss geisha samurai lecture but thank god there's web cast lecture so

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-55082299952073498732008-09-24T11:15:00.022+08:002008-09-26T22:44:08.440+08:00

Hello world. I'm still alive and well :) I won't say I've been really busy with school work because I haven't exactly finished my readings like I'm supposed to (they are barely touched this recess week) Neither have I turned into a geek who sits in the library all day long doing revisions. So lets just say its sheer pemalasness. I still detest the long ride to school because I don't get to sit on

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-29908509335969259662008-08-25T01:08:00.002+08:002008-08-25T01:59:30.722+08:00

Happy Birthday my dearest Huda. You have always been true to our friendship and I am so blessed to have known you. You're probably the most sincere and honest friend I've ever had. You made me laugh all the times I wanted to cry. When I wanted to give up, you where the one who told me to have faith and keep on trying. You don't realise you've taught me so much about life and that

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-4701318304449305302008-08-18T13:21:00.006+08:002008-08-18T15:33:12.069+08:00

No school for me today. Yippie. Bad bad cramps yesterday so I spent the whole day in bed, watching the Olympics on tv occasionally. Grr i hate cramps so much. Coz now I have more readings to do today. BORINGGGG. I wanna go to the Malay Studies society welcome tea today but none of my friends is interested in going. It ends at 9 and I don't wanna go home alone too. How how.Anyway, Meet Dave is so

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-61197430402028791422008-08-15T22:41:00.002+08:002008-08-16T00:08:02.477+08:00

ARGHHHH. I'm so pissed. I accidentally pressed some stupid button and now all my folders are gone. And I have no idea how to install MSN LIVE MESSENGER. This is so frustrating!School has been..Bearable. Slightly better than I expected it to be. I love the central library but it's always packed. I love the cheap food but I haven't got the time to try every single canteen but no worries I have a

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-47456198116386085782008-08-08T00:22:00.005+08:002008-08-08T00:41:11.660+08:00

On your birthday, dear friend, I would like to thank you for all the times you've stood by me, for all the laughters, the concern, stupid jokes & kental adventures we had. I don't know how I would have gotten through tpjc without you . And words can never express how much I treasure our friendship :) Happy 19th Fizo!Btw, you know that people always say.. 'You are only as old as you act.' ? So NO

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-86604762729989822302008-08-06T15:56:00.007+08:002008-08-06T16:42:44.456+08:00

I was watching 'The Last Lecture by Dr Randy Pausch' on Opray Winfrey Show on Hallmark Channel just now. An inspiring man with many words of wisdom. He died on the 25th of July 2008. Everyone should watch it.And this picture! Haha I don't know why but I think the expression is priceless. I miss all of you qismets real bad!-Yet another unproductive day.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-261569164602639222008-08-04T00:09:00.003+08:002008-08-04T00:37:22.027+08:00

School's supposed to officially start tmr but I don't think I'm going because I don't know what on earth they have in store for blur freshman like me. And I didn't receive any phone call, emails whatsoever so I'll probably give it a miss. The only thing I know is that lectures will start on 11th August. Thats how updated I am. Got all the modules I bid for for this sem but I realise they are all

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-30613263408694619652008-07-26T23:42:00.002+08:002008-07-26T23:51:20.021+08:00

Do you feel insulted when the McDonald's aunty charge you student price for your student meal w/o wanting to look at your ezlink card? WELL I FREAKING DO! :(

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-50403713629975776542008-07-16T23:29:00.006+08:002008-12-13T06:59:45.051+08:00

I love having dinner with Su'aidah Ariffin :) Thanks Susu!Speaking of LOVE, What do you think is love?Well, I think.. love is;Me, blogging here, thinking about my grandma, already missing her eventhough, I just got back from her place 2 hrs ago. I personally think that's true love. A love like no other. ''Grandmothers are a delightful blend of laughter, caring deeds, wonderful stories and Love."

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-46492240218521486162008-07-14T01:30:00.018+08:002008-12-13T06:59:47.702+08:00

I am extremely bored and I can't seem to sing myself to sleep so here's a very random entry.The Anak Qisments managed to pull off yet another successful birthday surprise. This time round for our dearest Asyikin Naser who had no idea we were inside her mini-closet! :) Weeeee. I love planning birthday surprises coz it's worth the hassle. Esp if it's for my favourite girls!SYO Pre-Italy concert at

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-32150187414843968722008-07-02T20:31:00.004+08:002008-12-13T06:59:48.164+08:00

I love my grandma coz she's so hot so hip so damn cool and so adorable! Woohooo. Anyway, Kelly was telling me about this Chinese drama over dinner yesterday. It's called 'Butterfly Lovers'. And I had time to kill today so I decided to watch. Couldn't stop tearing towards the end because it's so tragic and sad :( If you're a hopeless romantic or fan of sad drama mama movie, I recommend you to

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-33051061924483154672008-06-23T14:19:00.030+08:002008-12-13T06:59:51.290+08:00

Finally met Syarah Amelina on Thursday! :) She's such a great person to talk to and her laughter is so contagious. Went around town to shop for her shawl and heels since she desperately needs them for her bf's promotion ceremony cum mass dance. I don't know what they call it laaaa. But I'm sure she'll look sizzling hot!Went swimming with Syikinon on friday. It was so funnnnn :) OK. I haven't

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-62697191755145390062008-06-17T18:50:00.006+08:002008-12-13T06:59:51.460+08:00

I've been staying over at my grandma's place keeping her company. It saddens me when she starts talking about my late grandfather coz she'll start crying and I don't know what to say to make her stop. Sometimes, I find that adults get too engrossed with their everyday life that they tend to neglect the ones who are dear to them. I love my grandma so much . She cooks my favourite dish. She makes

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-82255067531935585102008-06-03T01:09:00.014+08:002008-12-13T06:59:53.216+08:00

Eventful weekend I must say. Manifestasi '08 with qismets on Friday night. I thought the cis-keju cis-keju part was damn hilarious. Other than that, no comments. We were exchanging comments after the whole event when suddenly Rina made the whole of Singapore laugh.Rina: (with gusto and overwhelming confidence) SERIOUSLY AH KORANG! I ONLY HAVE 2 WORDS FOR IT. (exhale in) WHAT THE HELL!Us: *roll

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-40209222162926565722008-05-26T00:36:00.012+08:002008-12-13T06:59:55.921+08:00

GOOD-BYE KIDDOS! IT'S BEEN ONE HELL OF AN EXPERIENCE..! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO SITI RAFIDAH BINTE DAUD! ( i love you more than you know i do and i know you love me more than i love you :p) TUESDAY NIGHT, DON'T FORGET TO LISTEN TO SYIKINON LO ON AIR AS DJ PELAJAR ON RIA 89.7 FM! =D

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-79913724568281468522008-05-20T17:04:00.011+08:002008-12-13T06:59:57.161+08:00

Just got home and I'm bored right now. My head hurts. I'm feeling nauseous. I think i'm going to fall sick soon. Starting my day with teaching is really a bad idea coz I'll end up yelling at the top of my voice, getting stressed up over irritating provoking sickening morons who don't give a shit about anything coz they think they're oh so cool oh so funny but they don't realise they are oh so

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-9922388532493092732008-05-06T13:58:00.027+08:002008-12-13T07:00:03.173+08:00

SAHU TERTIPU!30th April 2008Cash Studio Family Koraoke Box, Orchard6.00pmShe thought we were going to have a humble and simple dinner at fish & co.She thought her best best best friend Rina who's supposed to meet her was 'perangai' for ignoring her calls & smses.She thought she could never spend time with her AQs on her one and only 19th bday.She thought we forgot her 19th bdayShe thought we

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-68071317122138652262008-05-04T07:40:00.001+08:002008-12-13T07:00:03.371+08:00

One last cry, before I leave it all behindI've gotta put you outta my mind this timeStop living a lieI know I gotta be strongCause round me life goes on and on and onAnd on...

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-59476461297113669612008-04-21T00:37:00.009+08:002008-12-13T07:00:40.700+08:00

Advance mini 19th bday celebration for Kadri and a belated one for Eric on Saturday! BN band's having 3 weeks of break due to preparation for exam hence we didn't have our weekly alumni lunch meetup whatnot this week. SO, the night before, I smsed the two gundu heads to meet up for lunch after my class at Zhonghua. As usual, Eric decided to oversleep and said we shld just meetup next week. Pfffft

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-73272389298620078382008-04-17T23:59:00.007+08:002008-04-18T00:34:46.696+08:00

I'm so so sad my talented & hot Michael Johns was voted off American Idol last week :(Currently down with flu, sore throat and the pain in my head hasn't subside since...Wednesday :( God knows why :( And I have to teach a group of *lalala* students tmr :( Damn. ANYWAY, if any of you just strike lottery or is a son/daughter of a wealthy CEO from whatever big company or is freakin loaded right now

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-45902759058374737932008-04-09T23:58:00.027+08:002008-12-13T07:00:46.369+08:00

Updates updates.Picnic with the girls (Nolalalalala, Ain, Nadh & Sakinah!) on Sunday. What a good way to destress. I think having picnics is a very good way to catch-up. And yes we did. And I think UNO is the best card game ever. You can squeeze your creative juices, modify and invent your own game with the cards. Fun fun. We got carried away playing snap for 3 long hours. Gosh we're so

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-65089577994742797722008-04-08T02:00:00.003+08:002008-04-08T03:43:42.301+08:00

Now that it’s all said and doneI can’t believe you were the oneTo build me up and tear me downLike an old abandoned houseWhat you said when you leftJust left me cold and out of breathI felt as if I was in way to deepGuess I let you get the best of meWell I never saw it comingI should have started runningA long, long time agoAnd I never thought I’d doubt youI’m better off without youMore than you,

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-30672900984260163562008-03-31T16:48:00.007+08:002008-03-31T17:55:46.151+08:00

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't necessarily have to be one.I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.I've learned that people will forget what you said, they will tend to forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.I've learnt that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.and

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-34858632500684088692008-03-16T01:08:00.012+08:002008-12-13T07:00:47.484+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY NUR HANIS FAISAL!Glad you loved the surprise :) I'm such a wonderful actress. I know :P Hahaha. It wasn't easy cooking up stories just to get you to step into ECP ok. It takes alot of lying skills and impromptu decision-making! Haha.Spent my morning at Bn today. Eric & Kad decided to gang up against me to come late. Waaah. And I was surprisingly PUNCTUAL just for today. Ended up

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-63834691810994446752008-03-10T14:19:00.004+08:002008-03-10T17:37:26.755+08:00

This morning, I washed my face with colgate and brushed my teeth with facial foam. THATS HOW DISORIENTED I WAS. And I slept a mere 3 hrs yest thinking about where i should go. What i should do. How to go about doing it. NIE NUS NIE NUS NTU NIE NUS NIE NUS NIE NTU NIE. Will they accept me? If they dont then what should i do? What should i take? Where can i go? What can i do? What should i do? What

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-30642434762743094692008-03-01T23:39:00.030+08:002008-12-13T07:00:52.235+08:00

Updates updates. To be honest, I don't see why I should bother posting an entry on how I've spent my birthday coz ultimately, what matters most to me is how I feel at the end of the day. As you grow older , birthdays are not as much of a big deal as they were when you were children. A little older, a little wiser. I guess it's good to be thankful for what you have in life and what you have

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-39309301229388891302008-02-23T00:53:00.001+08:002008-02-23T01:30:01.973+08:00

The Letter For my dear friend, Close friends say that you can pull through and give you words of encouragement, and you want to believe them, but can’t. I know what you’re going through though my experience differs from yours. However, it is the same heartache. Breakup… Some things you do reminded you of him whether you like it or not. You just can’t get him out of your head and trying to

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-36094386147588909502008-02-18T13:29:00.052+08:002008-12-13T07:00:59.453+08:00

What an interesting & productive week it has been for me! PHOTO SPLASHING ALERT! :PMondayGot a call from Syarah to coverup for a teacher. I was already getting ready to go BN to help out with theory for sec 1s. Haaaaaaa. Syarah told me it's at BN itself. I wanted to reject initially but I thought about it, $30 into the pocket! Afterall, its BN, my alma-mater. I thought I could relate with them

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-15910735849115399862008-02-15T22:38:00.003+08:002008-02-16T00:38:19.526+08:00

Time. The one word that keeps me awake till late at night reasoning and debating with myself. Maybe time should never be an issue. If you don't have time, you make them. It all depends on whether you want it or not. And that's the different between someone weak who lets go thinking everything will be alright and someone strong who fights. It's not easy to move on bcoz i see bits and pieces of

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-8376312264065793522008-02-08T15:05:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:02.576+08:00

On the eve of CNY, I had breakfast with Kelly Loh Bao Yun :) Later Nur Hanis Faisal smsed me for a hang out. I agreed to meet her bcoz I know it'd make her day and I was just being a sweet senior. OKAY HANIS STOP ROLLING YOUR EYES -.-'' So this is how I spent my wonderful Wednesday with the kental Hanis :)Walked around Orchard since SOMEONE just got her FIRST pay (RARRHH i'm so jealous I need to

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-43996289295619174272008-02-05T00:04:00.000+08:002008-02-05T01:30:54.741+08:00

Only God knows how agonizing and torturous this is. Sometimes you think you are strong. Sometimes your friends tell you you'll pull through. Sometimes people don't bother because they think you're sensible enough. But sometimes, everyone can be wrong. Sometimes they don't realise that moving on is not easy. And that you are actually TRYING to be yourself bcoz most of the time your heart is

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-80506647399355897352008-01-31T20:31:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:05.399+08:00

Tuesday was Vivala Musica III. Honestly, I don't regret sacrificing my time for the late night practs, sectionals, rehearsals and whatnot. Why? Because it's fulfilling. The satisfaction you get deviates from all other satisfactions. To see everyone working together as one big family and enjoying the fruit of our own labour at the very end is pretty overwhelming. Because you know that the effort

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-76307668316090861752008-01-26T01:29:00.000+08:002008-01-26T01:32:29.849+08:00

because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting go hurts even worse.thank God for friends.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-23100802331214224002008-01-24T00:42:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:05.616+08:00

PEOPLE! PLEASE SUPPORT! :) SMS ME FOR TIX. YOUR PRESENCE WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED! REALLLLYYYY :) Today I taught conversational Malay to 30 pri 3 girls from this particular girl's primary sch . It was CHALLENGING. I know I have never been good with kids especially those pampered spoilt brats who will start wailing when you scold them. Fortunately, I don't see majority of these girls like

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-92138369650083504632008-01-21T02:03:00.000+08:002008-01-21T04:14:40.209+08:00

The Breakup.I used to think that all men are the same until I saw you. But you proved me right once again.So let's see..Who is the fool now? : MeWho is the blockhead in pain now? : MeWho is the softy crying herself to sleep? : MeWho is the idiot who feels incredibly pathetic now? : MeWho is the loser who thinks her world would momentarily stop? : MeWho's the idiot who needs to get over a

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-56975469449612955472008-01-16T01:08:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:07.086+08:00

Very Random.1)I slept at 5am yesterday.2)I've been eating 5 meals every single day but my arms are still as skinny as satay sticks.3)I miss my late grandfather.4)I need to sell Viva la Musica tix by Friday.5)I wish people could learn how to be more thoughtful.6)I really hate teas and coffees. I really do.7)I'm no longer gonna be jobless.8)I hate people who lack appreciation.9)I wanna watch horror

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-41200129738630639722008-01-10T23:10:00.001+08:002008-01-10T23:16:05.711+08:00

`*sitiasmah //* says:u know if my result day falls on my bday`*sitiasmah //* says:what shld i dohanis ; says:it'd be the best bday gift lorhanis ; says:hellohanis ; says:you've gotten bursaries after bursaries, whats there to worryhanis ; says:if you screw up others would die, when all dies, they'd moderatehanis ; says:hence you'd definitely go to U!It's either she loves me too much or she's

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-85843312033042727102008-01-08T00:50:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:07.683+08:00

I cannot sleep so I thought should do some blogging. Watched alien vs predator2 with Muhaimin today and it's not as bad as I thought it would be. Typical violent movie with frequent gores and lots of people dying. Iconic monsters fighting with the residents caught in the middle. Sounds interesting? I thought it's really cool and blood-tingling. Thanks for the treat Muhaimin! And I'm really really

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-27226054607090048472008-01-03T03:27:00.000+08:002008-01-03T04:02:03.254+08:00

2nd post for today. God knows why I'm still not in bed. So I'm doing this whatever-you-call-this quiz thingy. Someone suggested counting sheeps jumping out the window but lets be realistic.A - AVAILABLE: For?B - BIRTHDAY: 21st Feb 1989.C - CRUSHING: Hopes and dreams.D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Sprite from BK.E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Good old friends.F - FAVORITE BANDS: No preference.G - GUMMY

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-38954344349250957872008-01-02T22:39:00.000+08:002008-01-02T23:28:39.051+08:00

tainted. tv.watching. says:asmahmah!!tainted. tv.watching. says:i ada tekateki!!tainted. tv.watching. says:=) `*sitiasmah //* says:hahahahatainted. tv.watching. says:nk dgr?!tainted. tv.watching. says:very funny`*sitiasmah //* says:nak naktainted. tv.watching. says:skejap jetainted. tv.watching. says:hahatainted. tv.watching. says:tv ngh advertisement jap so i tell utainted. tv.watching. says:

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-64759531209637860202007-12-25T22:56:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:08.427+08:00

Hello world. Guess what. My com crashed 2 days ago. Amazingly, a blue screen with some unknown messages popped up when I on it today. My itchy hands told me I had to do something. Click something. Type something. Do something. No harm trying. I mean it's better than looking at a blank monitor knowing that it will remain blank and useless if I don't do anything to the PC . Well anyway, to cut the

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-9791139644547822522007-12-13T15:56:00.000+08:002008-12-13T07:01:08.597+08:00

So what have I been doing ever since I'm over and done with the A levels aka the pain in the ass? I've transformed into a pig. An inactive pig which does only these 3 things every single day. Eat, sleep and watch tv. And I'm kinda lovin it :) Prom was quite a disappointment bcoz my table was at the back. I couldn't really see what was happening on the stage or podium because of the stupid pillar.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-1247542816393649062007-11-23T18:18:00.000+08:002007-11-23T18:24:19.858+08:00

Sometimes, all you need is a pair of listening ears and someone who understands how you feel.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-44065190442847675392007-11-20T12:53:00.000+08:002007-11-20T12:54:12.129+08:00

Happy 4th month, love.

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-32805630648656413642007-11-19T18:18:00.001+08:002007-11-19T18:22:18.633+08:00

I cancelled movie outing with Hanis because my ear hurts like crazy and 2 tablets of pain killers only last me 2 hours. So what, I must take 24 for the whole day? I'll die of acute overdosage. I can't wait for Wednesday to see the doctor and then picnic with Qismets. Hopefully the ear will be fine by then :(

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-86407616160616426142007-11-18T08:59:00.000+08:002007-11-18T09:44:07.689+08:00

Hello World. I'm freakin done with A levels. Did my best but under examination condition, you tend to screw. And indeed, I screwed up BIG TIME. Dissapointed and dismayed. I can't get over the fact I freakin screwed up A levels and my future. The chances of doing well are so slim. Bahasa was horrible. Sastera was atrocious. I didn't finish Maths. I didn't finish UN SBQ. I didn't do a 25marks essay

sitinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5966246.post-69510559319437393062007-11-18T08:56:00.000+08:002011-06-29T12:39:02.129+08:00

I'm freakin done with A levels. I did my best but under examination condition, you tend to screw up. And I screwed

sitinoreply@blogger.com0